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Sometimes you just have that feeling nearing madness and desperation upon you. No way of shaking it. It just seems that nobody understand us, especially not our twin flame…
The only thing that gives me comfort when it is like that, is knowing that there are 2 beings living through this body: a moral one, made from this Earth and an eternal spirit, made from pure love and light.
Those two are incompatible most of the time, with opposite aims in life, goals etc… the important thing is to manage to keep both those being alive inside ❤
I miss my time onboard the GFL ships. I miss the support, command structure, sense of belonging, dedication and devotion. I miss the collective of a starship. The sense of camaraderie, danger, trust in each other.
I totally enjoyed the technology onboard too.
It is odd how much that sense of still serving, although I am based on Earth now, still exists within myself.
I adored the crazy stunts we used to pull when on those starships. I enjoyed the fast travel, and the feeling of watching over growing civilizations. The sense of not belonging to a planet, but of belonging on a ship, with a crew was very strong. The connection year after year and the bond with the ship and the brothers and sisters onboard was so strong that it was like actually being an integral part of the ship, the ship’s systems, the circuitry even, and connected to every single thought of the members onboard. There were litterally no secrets for each other, as we fully experienced being one on those higher planes.
Please share your own memories, or experiences of your life on a star ship ❤